Diary of Nachetanya (Trustfell R5)

[nachetanya]

[ This diary is collected in a notebook that she found in the supply closet early into their stay at the hospital. All of the pages for the various characters have been sort of edited and re-edited with pen. Some of them have had additional pages added on later in the notebook. The penmanship is fine, and the diary is stored within her room hidden. The front page is quickly labelled: ]

This diary is created in the event that I am incapacitated or killed, that it can end up in the hands of Dozzu. Or if my memories are somehow made faulty, that I can compare against myself, no matter what happens in the coming days.

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RIN TOHSAKA

[nachetanya]

She appears to be credulous, as well. I'm curious about what she'll do in the coming days, because her hypothesis about the fog outside showed some out of the box thing.

Agreed to become a maid of sorts easier than I expected. Less pride than I anticipated? Or doing things like that doesn't damage her pride as compared to gathering up the knives. The laundry and meals will help me a lot, but I'll need to be wary of poisoning.

Arrogant. Alarmingly arrogant, but I don't know yet if that's as a result of talent or bravado. Given the rest of her vibe, I actually would err towards talent.

Danger assessment: 4. During Doug's trial, Rin proved that she's one of the most dangerous people to me. Largely because I think that her and I are similar in some ways, and she has as much tenacity as Kogami. I'll need to be wary of her, and try to appeal to her emotions ahead of time.

I'm going to work hard to befriend her. She's unique among the biggest risks in that I think that's possible.

A battlefield without end, a dream within a dream.

She issued a challenge on the third week's meeting. Apparently, her secret is one that she needs to take responsibility. She's urging the others towards murder, but also promising she'll take action herself if nothing happens by the end of the week. Courageous really is her core trait, if a little foolish. I don't dislike that, but she's setting herself up for failure.

She didn't end up killing someone, but we had a confrontation at the trial in order to confirm the truth. Before then, she tricked Gant briefly into tripping up. There seems to be a split on if that makes her suspect or commendable. Honestly, I like her. But I like her because she reminds me of myself.

She might need to be a five, but I don't know if I'm overstating it.

Her loss will be a loss for her world, that Fuyuki place, and something personally frustrating to me. I don't know her ambition, but I think I could make a guess at its strength. It's a shame that her and I could not connect more than we have before the end. On a practical level, it might've blinded her to my intent, but on a factual level, it might have been enjoyable to speak as equals.

It's too late now, though.