Diary of Nachetanya (Trustfell R5)

[nachetanya]

[ This diary is collected in a notebook that she found in the supply closet early into their stay at the hospital. All of the pages for the various characters have been sort of edited and re-edited with pen. Some of them have had additional pages added on later in the notebook. The penmanship is fine, and the diary is stored within her room hidden. The front page is quickly labelled: ]

This diary is created in the event that I am incapacitated or killed, that it can end up in the hands of Dozzu. Or if my memories are somehow made faulty, that I can compare against myself, no matter what happens in the coming days.

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FINAL NOTES

[nachetanya]

[ These notes are unlabeled and the in the back of the diary, created on Thursday afternoon before she makes to commit her murder. Nothing necessarily labels them as such other than their placement. ]

"If I Fail"

[nachetanya]

If I Fail

My nerves are getting to me if I'm considering this at all. I can't contain my excitement to finally win this game, but i know some amount of that is fear, too.

... No, I won't write it like this.

I am going to leave the beginnings of this note in here, to remind myself I ought not hesitate. We fight for our ambitions, it has to be tonight.

Dragonslayer

[nachetanya]

Please win.

If I've failed, no one here can be asked to share my ambitions, because you are not my comrades. Very few of you are even my friends. However, I was touched when you reached out to me. I couldn't share what I was inside, and I doubt you see me as that simple hero that we both admired when we were young.

Instead, I will say that I know or at least hope you will have read this far. Please get to know the Transmitter further, and please lead the others as best you are capable. I know you will intend to not take action to win in the way I did, so win through some other means.

Goodbye.

Mages

[nachetanya]

Sakura: Please discover yourself before this is over. It really would be a shame for me to have failed to kill you only for you not to live. Still, if you take action or if Rin does, perhaps one of you will win instead where I couldn't.

I won't have conceded this time, there's nowhere to retreat to.

Rin: I wonder if you promised something to me at the end of the trial too? What was it? Will you honor that after all this? I don't know what I would have asked of you, maybe to discover this journal and bring it to Dozzu. It's not as if I can give you the crest. I'm curious about that sweet side that you showed Misty.

Others

[nachetanya]

Wesker: You won, most likely. That frustrated me.

Nozomi: Do you think of me a friend now or do you hate me now? I wonder which it is. I'm sure that I savored your expression at the trial, if I actually lost. That's simply my nature, though. It was fun, to plan both of those parties with you and to try your sport. If I've failed, I hope that you can survive much longer. Please ask the Transmitter if she's grieving for me, I'd be curious what she said.

Probably no one else, right? Pizzazz? Krauser? Madison? None of them would appreciate it.

I don't intend for them to read it anyway. They'll be dead.